hmm wait yeah I got nothin I just wanted to blather on about something that set someone else off and see what they might say

smartass of me? well yeah but such is life and thats why god made beer and beer is good because when you boil it down life is this:birth (cant remember but I assure you I was there)youth (wasted)adolecence ((is that how you spell it?) one sentance for this one "noone understands me, I hate you mom and dad)post adolecence the drinking years (this is my stop remember liqour before beer kids and no throwing anyone off balconies) adult 36.5 and up (the age where shit just isnt funny anymore and even the alcohol doesnt numb you but hey your living the american dream 2.5 kids degree from some comm college house in the burbs wife home at night after sleeping with the secretary/boss (him or her) 2 cars earing 45K+ a year)post adult the supposed golden years 50+ (your divorce is final the kids are out of the houses your a grandparent you go to work and hate the young kids and the stuff they talk about because you wish you could have done that even though you did equally cool stuff it just seems so long ago you look foreward to retirement and well death)75+(nothing but prunes and prescription fill ups and cursing the lack of social security because "all the damn people before you wasted it" even though your one of the stupid shits that voted yes to allowing the big wigs to waste it on crap like their drug habbits prostitutes destitue children and of course other countries when we coulda used the money to clean up ours)death (we're all headed there just when and how is TBA tune in next time to find out or just change this path of attempt at a huge joke on this post and live your life adulche vide (for you who arent Italian that means the sweet life) its a truely good way to live jsut work hard play hard and forget about the annoying details they really arent worth them getting to you DONT WAIT FOR PLEASURE LIVE FOR PLEASURE and if that doest make sense well sorry I'm male okay I'm done

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how bout we remember all those that cant be at the table with us today the living and the dead and be thankfull that there are people out there willing to sacrifice

happy thanksgiving.......

its that 4 day old stench that you cant find where its comming from and you took a shower

first off I must say thanks to everyone who made the past like six days so kick ass my birthday the football game the party everything in tits drunken happiness....
so I've been off the last couple days really diging it not having to be at work n shit headed up to ft collins this weekend to see the master steve and do some brew tours and drink some purely american triple hopped beverages that bodly say I defy your laws of beer making and make my own I'm proud to have a uniqe boque I use ingridiants not found in beers since before hops became the first food law ever introduced and still enforced today, a brew that screams I'm American I may have gotten my roots from belgium or england or wherever but I amped myself up to give you full flavor not mass made produced with no flavor light beer nay I was grown from the labor of a true brewmaster making me full bodied with smooth finish and large alcohol content. so last night the history chanel had this thing on beers right and well its a sign from god that I need to drink this weekend and drink by god I shall after all theres proven history that they actually made beer before bread!

onto other things as I said I've been off the last couple days and having a really swell time just being silent not doing much of anything but moving from bed to couch to shower to bar back to bed and I'm 3-0 since monday on making out with random chicks so what the hell right?
last weekend steven and myself enjoyed some rather nice drunken walks home from parties which I must say I enjoy doing but you cant do here in the springs its just another ft collins thing I have come to enjoy while up there but we manage to get alot off our chests when dong these walks and some things have been brewing on my mind from then that further walks will surely clear up its just an understanding

then we have ty who the man is playing hockey again! so you know hes happy I missed hanging out with him but that ill wind seems to have changed for the better... and hes not the only one I got really into my job and stoped talking to these people and I wonder wtf was I thinking! oh well I think I have rectified that situation so untill next time kids remember do it your way be bold like beer! no bounderies baby! oh steve we missed the ft collins brewery last time def gotta hit that k?

its that its on your back you cant reach no matter what you do

so recently I've been working my ass off and not doing much else yeah its true I have like 500 million in debt and thats why I'm owrking and its slowly showing that I'm getting things paid off but then I realize that I still have other debts to pay so I'm never done fawk man.... oh well just the same bullshit on a different day. kinda like when you meet a girl you like its fun shit you make out go to the movies ride bikes whatever its fun right? till the bitch starts expecting you to be there for her not look at another woman underdstand her moods and generally anoy the living fuck out of you till you realize the sex just aint worth the torture I'm freekin out man I have a great life dont I? no I work go to the gym go home drink a few beers go to sleep rinse and repeat I mean whats the point right its all the same what so I can work for my 4 bedroom 2 car american dream that just means more taxes after a while you cant even see black anymore cause your always in the red but does that stop me no why cause I'm a jackass I pretend like life is just one big buffet laid out for me so I feast but the food isnt good anymore its gotten rotten and on top of that I'm full but do I stop? nope I just filly my body more and does it replenish me not really its just a hollow thats not really empty but its not full either its just there and thats how life is progressing like the song says judge me fuck you stop playing god. but what about judging myself shoudl I stop that to and what about the fact I judge other people measure their life when I dont know them from shit....I'm losing my train of though very easy and this post probly akes no sense but dont worry folks at home I'm almost done.... and back to the subject of women why the fuck do I allow myself to be sucked in just to be fucking chewed up and spit out its the same vicious cycle but do I do anything about it aside from grow a little weaker each time from the poison that chokes my soul you carry the pain inside you tell yourself oh I'll let it out one of these days you keep doing that till you suddenly lash out for no reason other than....well no reason thank god for the people in my life that understand me steve tyler mike boys what would I do without ya its not that they really need to say anything or do anything just knowing I can pick up the phone say whats up buddy and bullshit for five minuets or so hang up and the day is just a little bit easier to swallow but you still dont let the emotions release because its against the guy code right? fuck that no its not its just hard to deem a worthy time when the mood is right (aside from a huge inlet of alcohol) to let that shit flow but I'm letting it flow right now to all the women in the past FUCKYOU I dont miss you I just miss the sex thats the only reason we hooked up in the first place shit if I want stimulating conversation I'll go talk to a fucking rock not you



writers note: no this was not aimed at any one female or person in particualr I just needed to vent before the cap blew off.



shit really does roll downhill huh?

I didnt forget you Americas heros......I will never forget or forgive the wrongdoing and in case you havent been told recently thankyou and to those of you pussy ass pieces of shit that say we should forget fuck you this is not something you forget and move on from

wow its been a while....

okay kids sorry its been so long without a post just have been really busy first with a woman that cheated on me then but was "in love" with me.... oh well then a extreemly drunkwen weekend...s with your hosts steve, ty, and myself. and as steven would say special guests were there also. its been one of those couple months where you really want to blog but you keep putting it off y'know? well maybe not but thats what happens when you finally get off your lazy ass and get a job and I get free cruises c'mon how great is that!?! now as for the new pope....yeah dont like him that much but oh well....mike jackson yeah well the when we are all judged one day he will pay but as for now he did get tried by a jury I wont say of peers but still a jury.... so I've come to the conclusion that no matter what I do I gotta learn to shut my mouth (except for here) for instance at work theres a classic suck up bitch in my class whos mommy works there so shes spoiled rotten and mormon not that I really have anything against mormons but I decided to push some buttons and say mormons suck my left nut at break one day well being spoiled fat bitch whos married to a guy in the army has to bitch about everything she goes and cries to the boss so I get called in and asked to do sensitivity training...I was like nope I'm good and she asked why and I said cause it wont do any good I'm American and I have my right to say wtf I want whentf I want but I will keep my mouth shut at work that worked for them and then I hear that she was talkin shit cause she didnt get me fired well a girl I am rather good friends with now in class almost killed her it was funnyso now she keeps her mouth shut and noone in that class talks to her see what happens when you become a sniveling snot nosed brat you get your ass handed to you. now had she just come to me and said " hey aj I didnt apreciate what you said could you please not say that around me again?" I'da said "hey no worries my bad!" but enough about that life is good etc etc (ty is there enough run on in this for you?)



more to come at ten






heres tom with the weather

John Paul II

A man of religion, vision, and light to this world has gone home to the welcoming arms of God, the son of God, Mother Mary, and all the saints and angels in heaven. If it where valhalla he would be at the mighty table of former pontiff's of yesterday and the mighty warriors of God's army. I take comort in the fact that the man is no longer in any pain, but as a Catholic who has never known another pope it seems strange to have him not with us anymore. It goes back to the root of uncertainty in the future and what is held there, it scares me but at the same time I am hopefull that the next pope will have the fotitude and strength that this man this holy man of devoted passion to Christ had. Other than that I dont know what to think or feel aside from slightly numb and sadend by the passing of one who did so much for others and not just the catholic faith but for the whole world he had no shame in sitting with jews or muslims and wanted to show that it is one God. The man had the undeniable power to help in a very large way end the reighn of communism in the world and bring us that much closer to peace. He had the will to say to President Bush hey I dont really like this war but I still respect you, and more importantly President Bush listened for his part. Pope John Paul II was not a man of fear but a man of peace and his legacy will be remembered as such: St. John Paul The Great. Well holy father you will be missed here in this life but rest easy for your work is done reap what you have sewn in heavens mighty fields, and be at rest we shall see you again someday.