fawk it

well I dont really feel like writing but I felt like sharing some shit I wrote not that anyone reads this but fuck it if you want lemme know what you think

look as she lays there her eyes like glass on the window panes of my heart her shallow breath comes in short uncontrolled twists she looks at me but says nothing the words cant come now she has already said too much, I stare into her eyes one last time as they become lifeless for a fleeting moment I want to say something but the only thing I can say is silence the moment disappears just like when I say I love you to her it comes swells and dies why do I still care? This wraith with an angles body has torn my heart out yet I still remain in this hollow staring at her from afar does she know that my torment will never end, even lo as she has faded from life without a single word uttered the torment still grates my mind and shreds my heart like a hellish being is inside trying to get out but has the being already come? What have I become? My sweetest regret? In that thought there is solace as I turn to look into the shattered mirror upon the dresser I know the demon has come out so I must destroy it before it destroys the only thing I ever wanted. Love, but love has destroyed me I cannot go any further. Must…end…the torment between my ears.